SPM'S JOURNEY UPDATE #3 my graduation day :)

Assalamualaikum and Hi Bloggy! Today's entry is still going to be me talking of my spm journey. Alhamdulillah time flies real fast that we're now 2 months away from spm. My friends and I are halfway there and that is just insane! I still remember the day I was having hard times to choose which stream should I go in. Alhamdulillah that I made a great choice and let's just pray that I ace this upcoming spm. Alright now let me go straight forward to one of the prestige event I attended today which is our graduation day!!! aaaa i'm way too excited for this. okey so cerita dia cani. event ni memang gempak la sebab ni first time sekolah kitorang buat graduation day untuk students form 5 and form 6. memang ikut protokol la majlis ni sebab ada dato datang en. so dato la yang kasi sijil kat para graduan. gitchew. surprisingly budak budak semua senyap gilaaaa, dorang hormat gila maljis and Alhamdulillah majlis berjalan lancar macam yang dirancang. Waktu para graduan jalan atas red carpet perlahan lahan tu Subhanallah perasaan dia tak dapat di describe kan. ha gittew. hahahahaha rasa bangga yak amat and tak sangka sikiiiiiiit lagi dah nak habis sekolah. sepanjang 5 tahun aku kat sekolah, I seriously went through a lot. Bitter sweet memories that I treasure though out my high school days. lepas dah jalan masuk dewan tu, eh nasib baik tau aku orang yang ke 5 dari depan so takdela nervous sangat hahahaha pastu masuk dewan terus berdiri kat depan kerusi and tunggu dato, pengetua and senat masuk dewan pastu majlis pun mula dengan nyanyi 3 lagu, bacaan AlQuran dari classmate aku, doa oleh ustaz khalid, ucapan dato and the persembahan. lepastu majlis mula dengan hadiah utk periksa dalaman dulu lepas tu pt3 and then spm. tau habis tu ada persembahan oleh classmate aku dan terus mula majlis graduasi kitorang. So aku orang yang ke 6 naik atas pentas. weh member nervous teruk weh. HAHAHAHA takutttt. harap harap gambar aku lawa la bila print nanti since ada hired photographer kan. bila dah habis majlis, pengetua pun dah umum penutupan, ada satu lagi persembahan daripada budak kelas aku yang tadi pastu the VIPS keluar and then graduan keluar juga. kitorang beratur kat luar utk amek gambar berbackgroundkan buku buku tu yang mcm studio punya tu bahahahah tapi photographer la yang tangkapkan. Dah habis semua tu kitorang tangkap gambar sendiri dengan budak kelas dan dengan geng geng for the sake of memories. Tangkap gambar kat luar and dalam dewan. Dah habis sume tu kitorang hantar jubah and topi pastu balik rumah dan aku tidur lama gileeee weh balik tu. Nampak la penat dia hahahahahah. So tu la dia the end of majlis graduasi kitorang. Alhamdulillah sangat sangat. First majlis graduasi sekolah berjalan lancar seperti yang dirancang. WEHHH the effort putted into this event is insane sksksksk. 
so here I insert a picture of me. I mean a half me HAHAHAHAHAH. As a memory gitu. Nanti bila bila rindu majlis graduasi ni boleh la aku buka balik and baca hahahaha. A picture tells a thousand stories TAUUUU.

Alright so that marks the end of today's entry. graduation day is apart of my spm's journey and is one of the best day in my entire life. bye bloggy, see you in my next entry! 

Loves, 

Nana

(Graduation Day: Wednesay, 18/8/2019)

(Blog post: Thursday, 19/9/2019 what a beautiful date hehehehe)

Life's Lessons

Assalamualaikum and hi mr bloggy! It has been so long since my last time writing here. Today's entry would still be about my spm's journey. I have 13 weeks more until spm comes. Also, I just finished my trial and currently waiting for the result to come out. WuU nervous. As for now, I have received half of my result and Ya Allah I'm beyond grateful for everything. You know never underestimate the power of Dua. It is something super super powerful and beyond our expectation. Super extraordinary in a simpler words. I won't be able to do anything without the help from The Almighty. He helps me in every times and that makes me question myself with why we human beings still not do Allah SWT's command. you know what I mean. I always remind myself to put on effort,  duas and tawakkal to Allah. The most important thing of all is to doa and rely on Allah SWT. He hears your duas sweeties. I just wanna share something that I read on internet which is regarding Dua which Allah SWT has three beautiful answers to your dua. 1) YES 2) NOT NOW 3) I HAVE SOMETHING BETTER FOR YOU .

This makes me feel so so relieved knowing that I always have Allah SWT. Never ever rely too much on  human beings because they are HUMANS too just like me, you and us. They may can be your best listener but they can help you with nothing. They can only listen though. You have Allah SWT who is always there. Sit down and make Dua. Cry your heart out to Him. Never ever lose hope sweethearts. Better days are coming your way. You just have to wait babies. 

Allah SWT is the Best Planner. He knows what's Best for us. Sometimes what we get is not what we desire but is actually the Best for us. If only we know. You may not always get what you want but please know whatever Allah SWT gives you is the Best of all. Please do not worry too much on things on Dunya because all of them has been written by Allah SWT and all of Allah SWT's plan is the Best for us. Just put on effort make dua and tawakkal. 

Alhamdulillah I just got my trial result early today and was more than happy with it. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah SWT. He helps me throughout this journey starting from doing revision to the day I received my result. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.

All in all, what I can conclude from today's entry is that to never lose hope. Allah SWT listens to your duas so make dua and do as His Commands. Allah SWT has given us plenty of blessings and rezki in life so never ever neglect our responsibility as a Muslim. Please also keep in mind that there will be ease after hardships and Allah SWT won't test someone beyond their ability. Subhanallah. Let us together strive to become a better Muslim alright sweethearts. 

As for my trial result, Alhamdulillah for it and let us pray that I will constant that result until the real spm comes real soon. I pray that all of my friends and my batchmates will succeed too InshaAllah. What I can conclude from my trial's result is to keep making effort and duas to Allah SWT, InshaAllah all of your effort will pays off soon. Let's struggle together for spm that is not too long from now. Fighting!!! 

Okey that's it. Woah what a long entry ah this time hehe. InshaAllah I'll be back to post another entry next time as a follow up to my spm's journey. I'm real near to spm. Like a step away from it and wizzz cannot describe my nervousness woo. Here's to many more entries in the future. 

Thankyou for reading loves. Hugs and kisses from afar. 
Till next entry, Bye! 
Nana
(Thursday, 22 August 2019)

SPM's JOURNEY UPDATE #2

Assalamulaikum and hi mr bloggy! Welcome to my second spm's journey update!! Alhamdulillah everything went well so far and I'm now 13 weeks away from spm. Super super nervous yet excited hee! So here's an update:
Ok so basically aku baru je habis trial and Alhamdulillah yaallah result memuaskan aku. Kerja kursus akaun aku pun dah hantar bulan Jun haritu and mari kita doakan saya dapat A. Oh pasal qiamulail haritu kan Alhamdulillah Best gakkk dan ye aku ngantuk terok dan hampir hampir je nak terlelap waktu tengah solat. Ceramah malam tu memang buat aku nangis ah especially bila ustaz mention pasal mak ayah huaaaaaa! Lepas solat subuh aku tak dengar tazkirah sebab kena rushing balik rumah nak attend program pulak pukul 7:40 by bus. It was quite hectic haritu tapi a new enjoyful experience for me. Malam tu pulak aku tidur agak lewat sebab bersembang punya pasal ahahaha since aku tidur dengan kawan aku kan. Kitorang sembang waktu dan light off woi, nasib tak kena marah dengan senior dalam dorm tu je ahahaha. We talked about so many things and I enjoyed that session to the max. Btw pasal paid tuition aku tu kan, agak lama gak ah aku dah tak pergi sebab takda huhu. Kitorang ada dua cikgu addmath kat kelas weh, sorang lagi cikgu datang dari ppd. Gempak en? hahahaha. Program aku yang setiap hari Sabtu tu pun dah tamat ala cedih. Aku baru je habis trial dalam 2 minggu lepas and Alhamdulillah trial was good. Syukur sangat sangat semua berjalan lancar dan dipermudahkan daripada study saaaaaampai la ke jawab exam sampai la dapat result. So kiranya aku memang betul betul one sbb away from spm la ni since trial dah habis. Btw yes trial kat daerah aku awal gila macam paling awal antara sekolah sekolah kat Malaysia. Huhu makin terasa ye debaran spm bila dah habis trial ni. Dia cam kau betul betul dah dekaaaaaaaat dengan spm. Doakan aku kurang main handphone and lebihkan study kkk. KaWan aku pun ada yang dahh off phone waktu weekday weh I'm proud. Apa lagi eh nak update kat sini ? hm rasanya tu dulu la kotttt, member takde idea dah la weh. Trial kitorang haritu memang nerve wrecking sebab ikut prosedur spm. First day trial tu aku tak bawak IC sebab takda sape pun cerita kat aku kena bawak huhu ke aku yang lost waktu cikgu cakap ni?? Aku call abah datang hantar IC, aaaa tenkiu so much abah <3

Sekarang ni, nak kata aku busy takla busy sangat tapi class petang memang dah start balik macam biasa lepas berhenti jap waktu trial haritu. Malam malam ada yang aku tidur lambat sbb tengok youtube, ada gak sebab aku buat homework. takpe sikit je lagi struggle, lepasni nak tidur pun tidur la. Kitorang banyak dapat modul dari certain pihak and tak payah bayar pun which aku bersyukur ngat hahahaha. Oh dan kitorang dalam proses order baju kelas walaupun dah nak habis tahun yeee ahahaha. 

btw, aku dah cerita ke belum eh yang aku sekarang ni an auntie fpr two hehe Alhamdulillah. May this family grows bigger and bigger. Rasa macam dah tua pulak bila ada dua nieces ni. 

Alhamdulillah untuk result trial aku. Aku berpuas hati dan akan usaha untuk maintain serta improve lagi terutama bagi subjek yang aku agak kureng. Moga moga result spm aku macam ni but better on certain subjects dan moga maintain untuk subjek yang lain tu. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. Syukur pada Allah SWT. 

Ok la sampai sini dulu entry harini. rasa lama amat aku tak update kan ahahaha. Mari doakan aku survive untuk masa berbaki 3 bulan ni InshaAllah. Dan semoga kejayaan milik aku. Aku dah plan untuk future aku jadi harapnya tercapai la huhu. 

Thank you for reading this humble blog of mine. See you in my next entry InshaAllah. Sending kisses from afar. Bye bye Assalamualaikum! 

Yours Truly, 
Nana
(Thursday, 22 August 2019)

SPM's JOURNEY UPDATE #1

Hi and Assalamualaikum! It's been awhile mr bloggy. It's 2019 now and that's mean I'm going to sit for the biggest examination everrrrr, SPM. Woohoo honestly can't wait to finally leave school and live like an adult HAHAHA. Thinking of SPM is soooooo nerve wrecking haih. I don't want to leave my friends, my classmates and my teachers though huhu. Anyway, I'm so thrilled and excited to see how my future looks like and I put my whole entire hope to Allah SWT because after all he is the one who knows whats best for us. Just a little update regarding my SPM journey; 
Sekarang ni aku dah start busy dengan extra classes dan tuition luar sekolah (addmath). Markah addmath aku still teruk gila which lead me to go to paid tuition. Hopefully SPM ni aku ada la improvement dalam markah addmath. Doakan aku tauuu. 
Aku jugak dah nak start join program luar sekolah which i'm looking forward to. Oh lepastu nanti kitorang ada qiamulail. Let us all hope aku tak tidur waktu solat nanti. And aku percaya there's so many more upcoming programmes prepared for us. Kerja kursus aku tengah dalam proses lagi. So far so good Alhamdulillah. Doakan aku berjaya habiskan kerja kursus dengan jayanya okies. Untuk subjek yang lain Alhamdulillah semuanya baik baik je, ada yang aku improve, ada yang mantain, ada yang turun jugak huhu. 
Aku sebenarnya still bad in managing my time between homeworks and revision. Harap seketul nana mampu survive untuk masa berbaki less than 200 days ni. 
Aku tengah busy dengan latihan kawad jugak sekarang ni, dahla aku banyak kali gila ponteng latihan HAHAHA. Takpe la kawad final year ni nak habis dah pun, mehla kita buat all out. Maaf komander saya selalu ponteng latihan hehe. 
Okay la aku rasa tu aja kot untuk  journey aku selama first 4 months ni. Here's to many more proggrames and activities to come!!! See you next time mr bloggy. Assalamualaikum and bye!

Loves, 
Nana
(14 April 2019) Sunday